Clearly, it was thrilling.
Afterwards, I sat and watched the third place girl with the shiny eyes and the quivering lip. A nine year old at a school desk, body shaking with the pressure of holding back sobs. Elementary life is awful. To a child, life is black and white. How can they understand losing not because they were bad, but just because someone else was better? To them, it's only interpreted as one thing: ultimate failure.
One co-worker went up to her. Instead of sympathetic hugs and empty words of "you did great!," this teacher offered a firm handshake and some wise words:
If we don't try, then we don't know what we can do.
Never trying is as tempting option. No criticism. No defeat. No disappointment.
But there's the other side of the coin. No admiration. No victory. No success.
My own decision to try has led me here:
|There might be tea in that harbor!*|
*note: that is not "Boston Harbor." There is no tea. Don't be ridiculous.
Behold. As of this August, that dreamscape of history and culture will be my home. And this lovely institution will be my new alma mater:
|Boston University, baby!|
It's exhilarating. It's terrifying. I'm gearing myself up for the greatest failures, criticisms, and embarrassments I've ever had. But I'm also ready to work harder, be more passionate, and experience the fruition of my dreams more than I imagined possible. It's all going to happen.
In preparing for the world of Boston, I've started making a Boston movie playlist, something I can chip away at over the summer months. It's surprising how many Boston-set movies revolve around crime and despair. Is there something in the water? Does the Revolution-inspired air of freedom encourage people to flout societal laws? I mean, I know that I'm planning on joining the Irish mob and causing some mayhem once I get there, but I didn't think that was the norm. I just thought Boston was full of preppy Harvard types and tweed-clad intellectuals.
"Happy" Boston Movies
"Depressing, Gritty, often Crime-related" Boston Movies
The Social Network
Gone Baby Gone
Does my quest to watch Boston movies mean I'm relegating myself to a summer of drama? Or are there quality offerings that make the city sparkle? You know, other than things like 1776, because I seriously cannot handle any more Revolutionary War songs. Leave our Founding Fathers and their vocal chords alone.